It's sometimes...

I think of you sometimes. I miss you sometimes. Thoughtful, I had think about us and then I realized that maybe being friends was not a bad idea. When I tried to communicate with others people, I found out that there's many people I can be with. I stopped ignoring all the guys around me.  It was hard for me sometimes, but I know sometimes, we gotta be lost to find, to find our way...

Sometimes no matter how hard you try, something can always hold you back from moving on. A lingering memory efforts hope, and you fall back a few steps. But, you can be strong. You'll finally make it out.
Renewed. The world is brighter, happier, lighter that
threw away of pain and fear has been left in. All you feel excitement. Excitement for what to come. Excitement for the possibilities. At this point it's not even about finding another person to love. It's about finding who you are  as a person, as a human. It's only when you don't have to consider anyone else that you can focus completely on your life.